i'm back from camp! (photos are in FBk)
now i think i will blog.
not that i dont care about promos
just that sometimes i really feel like
saying something but i cant bring myself to
say out, so i'll just type it in here.
i need an outlet to vent all my stress!!!!

which is here. :D

it's now like 1 in the morning and
i can't sleep!
tmr is flrball, and pw.
argh. why cant they gimme a break????
anyway. gotta go sleep
or i'll never be able to wake up tmr.

"In a perfect world, when he's with her,
he would be wishing he was with me;
when he looked at her, he would be looking at me;
when he smiled at her, his smile would be for me;
when he thought about someone, he would be thinking about me.
In a perfect world, he would realize that she wasn't the
one he was supposed to be with and I would still be
standing here waiting for him still when he finally knows this.
But this isn't a perfect world and people do get hurt,
you smile when you feel like crying,
you act like you're okay when you're falling apart inside and you let it go.
You move on, because there's nothing else you can do."
Unknown

"How can you simply be friends with someone
when every time you look at them,
you're thinking about how much more you really want?"
Dawson's Creek

just some stuff i found which i find really relatable =/
oh well.
I NEED TO FOCUS ON WHAT'S MORE IMPORTANT!
ain't that right?